anger management

i think i have to attend an anger management class lah. tak tahu kenapa cepat sangat marah, cepat sangat rasa annoyed.

is it because of my pregnancy hormones?

or is it memang aku yang bermasalah. hm...

hmm...

hm..

dunno what to say already.. ngaaa

i really think i need help. full stop.

what took you so long my baby H?

ngaa. i am or already approaching my 39th weeks of pregnancy now.. and i am no where close to be in the labor phase -.- hm.. kenapa ek.. kenapa ye...

ada orang kata sebab maybe its a girl.. baby girl suka memeram lama dalam perut mama dia.. well. kalau betul sebab this time its a baby girl, mama is super fine. ngahahaa

ada jgk teori mengatakan its because this time i am spending my last months of pregnancy at home, and not at the office, with the stairs to climb up and down, and of course, the stress... which indirectly can induce the labor..

yesterday, when i went to see my gynae, she gave me these tips, to expedite and induce the labor naturally, which she said i would really love and preferred.. hehe

1. do a lot of sex. -.-

2. take Evening Primrose Oil orally and put it in our vagina. okay, orally is fine, but to put the pills inside tuuut? so not me i guess.. then i asked, what about Virgin Coconut Oil (VCO)? owh then she said that would work too..

3. drink Raspberry Leaf tea. hm sudah. mana plak nak cari ni kan. so google-google, cuba this website yang jual this kind of tea ; http://www.teaforlifetime.com/#!product/prd1/2308222351/organic-raspberry-leaf-tea

katanya boleh bantu tubuh bersedia utk labor and bleh bantu penyusuan susu ibu. yeay. point last tu suka.

4. and last, cinnamon. okay. leh beli byk2 cinnamon sticks from Auntie Anne's ngee

anybody ada tips lagi best and senang, please do share ya. bye..

pregnancy effects on me

alhamdulillah, Allah beri peluang untuk aku mengandung lagi kali ni. dan setiap kali pregnant, berbeza aje pengalamannya. kali ni, ada la a few major things that happened to me that did not happened previously.

1. Bleeding gums T.T

It all started when i had this bad fever and ulcers in my mouth during last Ramadhan. tiba-tiba jadi sangat sensetif mulut ni. berus gigi sikit, hasil kumur sure bewarna merah. nguu takut. hasil google mengatakan its normal sebab ms pregnant ni ada perubahan hormon, and increase of blood flows which is some redirected to gums, but still horror ok. now to help reduce this problem, i am using paradontax tooth paste. ok la kot so far. but still bleed la sikit-sikit during brushing session. hope it wont last forever.

2. Sakit belakang yang kronik

Well, i know its normal for pregnant woman to feel this. But its a first time for me i think. this time, the backache is so bad. especially in my third trimester. is it because i aged already? or is it because of the stress and multitasking thingy as a working mom and wife? or sebab i did not eat my calcium, ostematrix shaklee dgn istiqamah? apa-apa pun, i hope, that this too is a temporary thing.

3. Berat badan tak naik mendadak

Rasa nya, hampir semua komen yg aku x gemuk langsung, perut je yang naik. and yes, i have to admit, my weight gain is not that massive. masuk 37th week ni, br 67+ kg. compared to previous one, almost 80 ok. hm. maybe sebab this time aku amalkan set prenatal shaklee kot. hehe. stretch marks pun mcm xde. alhamdulillah.

4. Hidung kembang

Well. ni nothing new i guess. every time pregnant, sure kembang punya.... sabar je la. sebab masa ni la. husband and org sekeliling akan kutuk kaw kaw punya. and tiba-tiba malam ni aku duk terpkir apalah scientific explanation di sebalik hidung kembang ni. hasil google telah menunjukkan ia disebabkan oleh peningkatan hormon estrogen yang menyebabkan lapisan mucus menebal dan excess fluid retention. tp compared to my prev pregnancies, this time is not that chronic. hehe. ye ke? and tak kesah la. tgk lisa surihani, kembang hidung jugak ok. i guess, all beautiful pregnant mommies mmg akan experience this hidung kembang thing. mwahaha. -ayat penyedap hati-

hm apa lagi ye. haa...

5. pukul 9 ke atas dah lembik dan ngantuk

level of energy mmg sangat low. lepas isya sure kiok dah. tidur super awal. dan bgn super awal jgk. nasib ada husband yang memahami. tolong jagakan my two lil heroes. thank you sayang.

okay. tu je la kot. ada lagi teringat. akan ku tambah disini.

till then, c ya...

The waiting game is on

hello.

its been two days im in USJ, subang. currently waiting "patiently" for my baby H to be delivered. yes. i am now heavily pregnant with my third child, currently in my 37th week. insyallah, plan to be delivered in PCMC. hopefully baby H keluar on weekends and not on weekdays. kesian papa dia nanti. and hopefully not during peak hours. seriau tgk video minah salleh yang terberanak dalam kereta aritu tak hilang lagi.

the boys pun, so far alhamdulillah happy je di sini. maybe sebab ada jo layan. hehe. 

in summary, my pregnancy this time was ok. my weight gain is not that massive as my previous pregnancies. alahan pun takde alhamdulillah. cuma di uji masa bulan ramadhan aritu. 10 days before raya, tiba-tiba demam. n ulser tiba-tiba memenuhi mulut. seksa nya hanya allah yang tahu. makan hanya nasi bubur okay. n i was hospitalized for 2 days. and of course impian nak puasa penuh tahun ni tak tercapai. tapi takpe. ada lah tu hikmah yang tersembunyi kan.

and what's interesting, my baby sister, asma pun pregnant juga. kami hanya beza seminggu edd. sape sangka kan? comel je.

hopefully, both of us will safely delivered our babies soon. yang best jgk, sebab jantina baby kami pun lain-lain. siapa dapat baby girl siapa dapat baby boy? hm.. biar lah rahsia dulu ya buat masa ni.

hm. that's all for now.

pray for me and also for my lil sister. take care. and happy independent day Malaysia~!

Survey for nursing moms.

hi semua.

jom tolong saya dengan menjawab survey form sy ni

http://goo.gl/forms/ogmUlfYIYk

survey ni khas untuk nursing moms or ibu ibu yang menyusu sebenarnya..

tujuannya satu je. nak tahu apa yang actually mereka mahukan bila mencari nursing attires.

and of course, ni salah satu usaha saya untuk start balik bisnes online saya, MamaSyai Boutique tu.

tolong ya. thanks in advance. :)

salam.

wah. its been so long since we met here kan? a lot has been going on in my life. last post pun mengenai ketidakpastian dalam hati, mengenai nak kerja balik atau pun tidak, nak jadi working mom and wife ke tak. and now. i am a working wife and mother.. phew. memang i have to admit its not easy. 

and i have to admit, ada manisnya jg. 

ok. tu je la for a start. nnt dah ada ilham nk mengarang apa, i will be back.

masih tak pasti...

masih tak pasti..

samada ITU adalah yang terbaik buat diri ini sebagai isteri, ibu dan anak..

masih tak pasti..

samada ITU dapat ku galas dan tunaikan dengan baik.. lebih baik dari yang dulu..

masih tak pasti..

samada aku akan dapat bahagikan masa dengan baik.. tanpa mengabaikan mereka yang aku sayang...

aaaaa...

masih tak pasti...

sesungguh hati.. aku berdoa.. moga ITU adalah yang terbaik buat diriku.. dan semoga Allah S.W.T mempermudahkan urusan ku dalam membiasakan diri dengan keadaan yang baru itu.. dan semoga rezeki yang datang itu tidak menyebabkan aku makin jauh dari MU dan keluarga ku..

haih...

kenapa lah perempuan ni banyak sangat fikir dan risaukan benda yang tak perlu..?

sure korang tertanya tanya.. apa benda la ITU tu kan. for now, let me keep it as a secret first. :)

and dear baby inside my tummy. please grow healthy and safely k. and may Allah S.W.T ease and make the journey for us to meet, easy and smooth, just like your brother before. :)

my little one is already week 17 (kot? :P) cepat je kan masa berlalu.. and berat badan naik hanya 1 kg + je sepanjang 4 bln pregnancy ni. which is so PELIK. makan rasanya normal dan banyak macam biasa. huuu. dan kenapa this time kerap aku demam dan migrain? hopefully nothing serious...

dan qada' puasa tak start lagi ni. aiyo`~

till then, take care.