its been so so long~~~

salam. its been so long kan since we met here.. mood menulis memang agak ke laut for the past 2 years. and now, terasa ruginyaaaa sebab tak merajinkan diri menulis disini or else where, like in a diary ke, my beautiful experience (and also pahit mahit) setelah jadi isteri dan ibu ni. hm. but i guess, its never too late kan. :P

ok. a little update about myself.

starting on 2nd december 2012, we already sent amir faheem to taska. taska LOVE IMAN in kg baru, kerteh. kenapa?? sebabnya, saya sudah nekad untuk kerja balik. for the benefit of all especially myself and my family as a whole insyaAllah. memang sengsara at first. even until now pun, masih lagi rasa sedih dan sengsara. sebab nya i have to be separated with my little hero tu. tak pernah berpisah okay kami. sejak dia 1 day old. huhu. i cried (dengan overnya) after i sent him at the taska. and alhamdulillah. i have those who can support me along the way. terasa sedih pun sebab terasa i have been a bad mother sebab sanggup tinggalkan dia dengan orang lain, semata mata nak kerja. entah macam mana la nanti kan dia kat taska. for sure tak sama cara i jaga dengan orang lain jaga. plus, dah la ramai budak lain. sure dia rasa terbiar. uwaaaaa. and banyak sangat lagi la yang i duk pikir. makan dia macam mana. susu dia macam mana. betul ke diorang buat tu. urgh.

i will talk more on the issues later. especially on the food intake at the taska, and as a whole in this beloved country malaysia. (ha over kau)

and on 26th, i will be having an internal chit chat for a job. doakan saya....

eh okay la. thats it for now. nak g mesra mall, nk shopping susu fresh for faheem. c ya.