apa yang anda rasa kalau

mana mana orang yang anda jumpa. merenung anda macam seolah-olah andalah SITI NURHALIZA. :P or anda tak pakai apa pun di badan. or. ibarat macam anda ni hantu yang tiada kaki?

anda rasa diri hot?

anda rasa diri anda pelik?

anda rasa bangga tak hengat?

or..

anda rasa cemas/cuak sebab takut ada apa2 melekat di gigi or pipi or di muka?

well. saya rasa malu n awkward.

sigh~

p/s: mengarut aje~ :D

saya tanak nampak tua dari usia sebenar

bila orang lalu di cube saya. mereka mesti tertarik dengan reaksi muka saya. dan terhenti sebentar untuk memberi komen-komen seperti di bawah;

"amboi. serius nya"

"ish. stress nya muka"

"uih, pucatnya muka"

"berkerutnya dahi"

dan macam-macam lagi komen.

okay. bukanlah saya sengaja nak menarik perhatian orang dengan membuat aksi-aksi sebegitu. namun itu semua terhasil dengan automatic nya. akibat KERJA~!

owh. baru saya tahu.

bukan senang rupanya nak mencari rezeki. lagi-lagi kalau kita makan gaji. dengan orang-orang yang obviously punya pelbagai perangai dan songeh nya. sungguh menuntut kesabaran diri yang maksima.

"syai, u dah kurus lah"

"syai, muka u sangat nampak penat"

"syai, r u ok? u nampak stress"

huhu. apa yang kita rasa dalam hati, sure akan terpancar di muka kan?

ngaaa. chaiyo la syaima'~! BERTAHAN`!!! please handle your stress well`~

at last~!

setelah sekian lama, akhirnya. dia datang dan wujud di rumah sewaku. aaah. bahagia~!!

dia penghubung diri dengan dunia luar. dengan facebook. dengan segala source of info n knowledge n also entertainment. aaah. bahagia~!!

mungkin saluran utk mereleasekan stress akibat tekanan bekerja seharian di office? hm. mungkin.

owh STREAMYX. welcome. im so happy u are finally here.

:)

p/s: sedang bosan berseorangan di rumah. huhu

tiada tajuk

lama sungguh takde post baru.

lama sungguh blog ini dibiarkan.

mintak maaf.

di rumah sewa ku, di kerteh, tiada kemudahan berinternet.

tak tahu lah kenapa.

lama sungguh nak tunggu en streamyx di pasang.

nguu.

new life at kerteh, terengganu

its been almost a week im at kerteh. memulakan hidup berdikari jauh dari famili, dan hidup sebagai seorang executive di P**, Kerteh. eceh` :P

first of all, i want to say thank you to my beloved family. they were there with me at Rumbia Resort, Paka for 2 night. :) so i can say that i am so lucky because my family was there to accompany me on my 1st day of work.

so far. i love my house in Kerteh. except for the fact that the house is too big for me and Ain Suffian. too big okay~! besar sangat sebab sebenarnya umah tu adalah dua rumah teres yang telah di sambungkan. owner umah tu jarang2 balik ke sana so, dia sewakan pada kami si anak2 gadis. dia malas n kureng berkenan nk sewa kan umah tu kat anak2 teruna sbb tamo rumah tu kotor dgn asap2 rokok n sebagai nye. ehe. no offence ye guys. xde gmbr ye lg. next post insyallah. n our future housemate akan tiba di umah itu januari ini.

n of course. i love my office environment and the people there. amazingly, all of them were so friendly and warm. berbeza sungguh dengan company tempat intern dulu. huhu. the culture at P** is very good. they have their own induction program for new staff. n i was told by the staff. that i have to see the CEO later. nguu. i hope i can perform well. huhu. i can say that my work there will be challenging since its really new and alien to me. i have to know all of the engineering and quality thingy such as ISO 9001 etc. plus the non work task such as being an emcee for events such as HSE-Q day this january. huhu. i don know whether they are serious or not about the emcee thing. ngu. cuak beb. x penah kot jd emcee sebelum ni. help`! n lucky me. even tho i was there about 2 days only, i was able to attend trainings dah.

before ke P**, amek gmbr dlu ~ :)

there are a lot of things ahead of me. maybe good things, maybe the other way around. wish me luck k. i hope i can be as good as what they think of me. n of course i want to contribute as much as i can and can be a valuable asset to P*******. ameen.

p/s: once im in kerteh, i'll not be able to surf the net. harap maklum ye. till then. take care. mwahs~

PIPE (day 16 & day 17)

will miss u guys so much. :)

at last. the end of PIPE has come.

n i can say we end it GOOD. especially the performance. i LOVE it so much. congratz everybody for the great job. n to make it more sweeter. our facilitator love it so much too`! hehe [kiranya bkn syok sndiri lah kan]

n the last sharing session. its so sad since its the last day of PIPE which means PERPISAHAN.. but at the same time all of us are really happy because

1. we managed to undergo the PIPE and insyallah getting all of the things that PIPE supposedly to delivered.
2. we really loves being with each other. despite all of the differences during that 17 days of PIPE program. you guys are so uniquely cute and fun person. i am blessed to get to know all of u. and i can say that i am really lucky to be in group 1 rather than group 2. y? :) [biarlah rahsia`]

hope the friendship, the experience and the moments together in PIPE will be in our heart forever. GOOD LUCK and ALL THE BEST to all of my PIPE mates.

friendship forever.

PIPE (day 10-15)

its been so fast since i was here on the first day of PIPE. now its already 2 days left before we went to our own path of life n career.

there is a lot of feelings, thought that came into my mind. n there is also lots of things that i will remember forever related to PIPE 52..

the people. the experience. the memories. the games. the food..etc

"oh my god~~~"

"eee geli lah~!"

"eh diam lah~~!"

"miss PIPE 52...."

"DATO' SITI..."

"anok tikuh~~..."

"api-api...."

"oh my gucci~..."

"datin`~~..."

"mr manager..."

"LOGMOC... CLIP.. ROTIBALDEP..."

n byk lagi lah...

huhu. sedihnya.. but at the same time i feel so happy and excited to start my working life in kerteh... there is a lot of uncertainties... also opportunities... that can affect my life later..

wish me luck guys..

especially on the last n final performance.. yok our PIPE mates.. yok practice~!!